I got my camera working so it will definitely be using it for everything now especially tumblr. I want it to be a representation of me. 100% Jordan. I know that for twitter I can’t this twitter is for networking and helping with fitness/sports performing stuff. my Youtube is for the same: a lil hair but mainly fitness. facebook is -__- i mean come on. I don’t even have a wall anymore on FB. hairlista is for hair..obviously.

so in conjunction with Hurricane Irene and my cam working I finally got a twitter this afternoon and i’ve been posting like crazy. everything I post & say is basically a direct DIRECT reflection of me especially on this jawn.

this thing is, i want it to be amazing. I don’t want 10 trillion followers I just want to let the world know who Jordan is and tumblr is my best bet.

anyways life is way way way better and I’m happy almost 100%. Some things are still lurking in my mind during idle times like.. oh idle..right now, but for the most part I’m good. Really. Honestly. I am.

Here’s my tumblr url check it out!

http://1225pm.tumblr.com/

Talk to yall later! Be on the lookout for my frickin liiife

Personally, I enjoyed the this movie I believe I enjoyed it enough to see it again. Hip Hop back in the late `80s thru to the `90s had totally different vibe. The goals and messages with their rap and style too is so different from today’s artists. The falling apart of the group, the hurt egos and love that Phife and Tip have toward one another makes this as real as it can get.

I know my brother wanted to see more of how they influenced artists of today, but he overall enjoyed it. We both walked out with a smile, bopping to the beats in our head of Quest, both went home to listen to Quest and other hip hop artist for about 2 days straight

“When did you fall in love with hip hop?”- Brown Sugar

How am I still alive?

Why is everything so hard?

I know I’ll be okay and I know not to say It’s not fair.

But July–what happened?

Everything was going pretty smoove then everything came to pieces.

I know that I’ll bounce back.

But let July know- This was the one & only time a month will kick me down.

Let all the hurt /grime/mean people and actions know- It’s temporary.

The end.

Fresh outta undergrad right? RIGHT. Finding a job is harder than I thought…I’m OD struggling. I know my fitness stuff in & out, yet I need this cert & that cert this and that to be qualified. So this is the plan. Start training my family members, they need to lose weight, they want to lose weight, They trust me so why not? I got my cuzzo first up. Imma get him down about 80 lbs.  The point I’m tryna make is, I gotta pave my own path which means I gotta get more aggressive abt this fitness stuff & I will. I’m working on it ya know. I just gotta get started and stop doubting myself.

My friend is now on the writing staff for yourblackworld.com. I’m so excited for her to do this! It’s a start ya know? Not necessarily in her field yet she’s doing what she has to do after graduating hoping to make her mark. Her name is Jasmine Hughes and you all should definitely check out some of her articles!

In short. You gotta do you & be damn good & confident at it and I know that I’m not doing excatly what I thought I  would be doing outta school but C’est La Vie. I’m ready for this….i think.

Imma try youtube & see how it goes. IDK how people get their viewers up but imma try. check me out!

Yesterday I came across a movie entitled “Diary of a Tired Black Man” and I really have to say–oh really?! I guess, buuut NO NO NO yea that’s true ha we’re like that  buuuuut ugh <– That series of randomness.  Because here I am watching this movie, sharing it with my friends and I cannot get this acronym out my head (Angry Black Woman Syndrome) ABS. I understand that there are a large percent of black women who are angry, even some of my friends at 21 have started because a bit on the angry side regarding men BUT only becuz of all the stuff that their previous males have put them through meaning exes, fathers, companions AND their environment, up bringing and yes even ya girls! But who created Angry Black Woman Syndrome? Cuz I know there’s wicked white woman, asinine asian women, insane indians so on & so forth yet we got ABS.  I’m not finished watching the movie, I was kinda sleepy last night only got 30 mins into it, but STILL.  Currently, it’s a stigma that doesn’t affect me at all, but I see how a woman could go from optimistic, caring, +all things positive to being that AND angry at black men.  I can’t wait to talk to my girls about this movie, cuz it’s real out here yo.They touched on some subjects that were definitely true. *word to the wise: be cautious about your friends and company you hang around*

“Niggas ain’t shit.”  That is one phase I’ll never utter. Yes I will say “[Insert name] wasn’t shit.” but to say a whole gender of HUMANS are worthless because of your bad experiences with men….that ain’t cool. Yes, there are some dudes that will screw a good woman over- play her, lie to her etc etc but you gotta (as a female) demand some effin respect yo! I’m so serious. I’m not even gonna lie, we may not go for the “bad boy” per se, but we go for the dudes that YOU KNOW ain’t gonna do you right in the future. It’s called SETTING OURSELVES UP FOR FAILURE! and we do it! and then we get mad and it’s just a mess– cuz he look good. cuz he got a lil status. cuz he got #swag. but at the end of the day how is he treating you and his self??  A relationship is work. I know that. Probably one of the reason why I’m still single *shrugs* but set yaself up for positivity dang.

I hate hate haaate when I hear a jawn say “niggas ain’t shit.” I wanna be like REALLY!!? you really think that? with all ya heart and soul that is a phrase you will stand by 100%? I mean some people who really think that started being lesbians…more power to ya..more guys for me to meet & greet but on the real Check out Diary of a Tired Black Man. It’s not a movie that will shatter the foundations of everything you know..but it can provoke a thought or two and definitely a discussion.

I’m out yall. ♥

Anyways, I’m keeping my body tight. No worrying about guys and loving life. I’m hoping in a few weeeks all of my hard work will pay off.

okie I’m out Jordy ♥

oh yea i graduated on Sunday. which means i passed physics. I’m so proud of me. You don’t even understand. I think after physics I am the definition of: Hard Work Pays Off. My cruise to the Bahamas is monday with my girls. we plan on being really reckless. Whatever happens on the ship STAYS on the ship. =)  Now i need to buy 3 bathing suits + other stuff. After the cruise I got lots to do. I walked to the bank today to deposit all the graduation money. I said Jordan #1 you need to follow your dreams. 2) that means gettin up & outta philly. 3) 1& 2 are necessary. Yes I wanna do sports performance but I got other things to do because I go hard in that. SO May 29th I will write down all my goals and get started. I am my own motivation…kelly & wayne -__-

Woot Woot! New Starts. New beginnings. More Hard Work

Class 0f 2011 Rutgers!

Wish me luck!Good Luck JORD!

PS: everytime i read the last post…I just smile. C’est La Vie. =)

In one week I’ll be completing my last final. I’m ready to go. I have nothing positive to offer anybody right now. I’m all over a negative person. Guys. Friends. Family. I’m just over it all right now. I’m about to do a paper. Try to finish it by 4 so that’ll be a lil less than 2 hours. It’s already halfway done. It’s on strength training for obese youth. You know. I’m about to be done done. And i have NO IDEA what imma do AT ALL whatsoever. sooo yea. This sucks.

Do I know that Friday was the “Royal Wedding” Yea didn’t care.  PENN RELAYS and Rutgers Day was this past weekend!

Do i know Osama has been killed yes. I’m not partying about it though…

Do I know that yesterday was my last NAACP meeting? YES Thank goodness!